My mind is running overtime:)

This post is very deep. I need to get alot out. I usually don't post personal stuff on here but there is so much I am thankful for and yet my heart aches all at the same time. Please bare with me.... If you don't like what I write then....... Don't read it:)


Lots has happened this past week & I need to release some emotion before I explode.
WE ARE GOING TO BE SEALED TO EACH OTHER FOR TIME AND ALL ETERNITY!!! we have chosen the 27th to be the day that our ETERNITY together begins!! I can not put into words the Gratitude I feel in my heart to know that FAMILIES CAN BE TOGETHER FOREVER!! The love I have for Jade, Taden & Taycie is beyond anything I have ever felt before. I am so thankful for my Heavenly Father and My Savior for the plan they have for me and my family! There are a few very close family members that will not be able to be there when I am sealed to my family. It has been a very difficult thing for me to understand and cope with. My heart aches knowing most of my family will not be able to enter the Lords temple with me on the 27th. I know and the Lord knows they are all VERY wonderful, caring, loving, and much more. I would give almost anything to take away their trails and struggles that are holding them back. I love them with all my heart and I always will. I know that they are stronger than they sometimes feel and that the Lord loves them and believes in them and they can overcome the things they are going through. I have faith that one day I will be able to hold my Mothers hand when she is sealed to my amazing Father and they will be an eternal family. Even if the time is not now it will come and until then I will continue to pray that they know the Lord Loves them and is awaiting the day when they make their marriage eternal. I want all of my family to know that I am so grateful for my savior and the sacrifice he has made so that I can be with my family forever. I know my heavenly father loves me and has a plan for me. I also know that there are many blessings in store for me if I only do the things the Lord would want me to do. I love my Brothers and sisters and know that they all have great potential and are amazing people. I love my sister in laws and brother in laws they mean alot to me and I am thankful to have them in my life. I am so grateful to have a wonderful friend who understands me and has put up with me since I was like 12. She knows who she is and I love her. I always say she is the big sister I never had. She is such a great example to me. Even if I don't talk to her for a few months I know she will always be there for me & I will do the same for her. I am so thankful for the people God has put in my life. The friendships I have made the past two years are irreplaceable. And last but not least Jade. He is such an amazing man he provides me with all the Love and Support that i could ever need he helps me grow to be a better person, the person i want to be. And Taden and Taycie make my life whole.They are my sunshine on a cloudy day:) There is not a day goes by that I don't thank my Heavenly Father for the Wonderful blessings he has provided me with. MY CUP RUNNETH OVER...
TrIsHa

Not Much

Well here at the Marble home we have been doing a whole lot of nothing........BoRiNg I know but there is really nothing for me to blog about. Our new house is waiting for the plumber, He should be here friday! One thing that did happen is santa sent an elf to live with us he watches the kids during the day and reports back to santa at night! I have a feeling that my sweet neices and nephews will be getting their very our elf tonight! dont ask me how I know all I know is they will be delivered around 8 this evening. Maybe If Tanis and Tiff read this and they hear a knock at their door around 8 they could take their time answering the door so Santa's chunky helper has time to get away:)! Well here is a couple pics of our Elf Eddie

House Update:)

The cement truck

The guys in the hole.....

Here is a pic from yesterday... Today they poured the forms...... Yeah I totally know what that means..NoT!

OuR NeW HoMe SwEEt HoMe!!!

I know it kinda looks like a hole right now...... All it needs is a LiL TLC?!?!?!?! The DiGGerS were Probably thinking why is this lady taking pics of our HoLE!!!LOL (no punn intended)

A Quick ReCap;)

Here Is WhAt we have been Up to thIs wEEkEnd!!!

FrIdAy we had MoViE NiGhT at hOmE!!


LouLou OvERdoSed on PoPcOrN... LOL

Saturday We helped Jaders Family MoVe A few things.

& I Went To Forgotten Carols. It was AMAZING!!

Yes Jade IS touching himself?????

Throwing stuff in the MeLs fire PiT.

Stella was sentenced to the TruCk after HeRdInG the ShEEp...

SuNdAy Was OuR LAZY DAY!!!

I know...... We are DoRkS!!!!!

Thank You Lord....

THANK YOU LORD ...
Lord, thank you for this sink of dirty dishes;
We have plenty of food to eat.
Thank you for this pile of dirty, stinky laundry;
We have plenty of nice clothes to wear.
And I would like to thank you, Lord, for those unmade beds;
They were so warm and comfortable last night.
I know that many have no bed.
My thanks to you, Lord, for this bathroom,
Complete with all the splattered mirrors, soggy, grimy towels and dirty lavatory;
They are so convenient.
Thank you for this finger-smudged refrigerator that needs defrosting so badly;
It has served us faithfully for many years.
It is full of cold drinks and enough leftovers for two or three meals.
Thank you, Lord, for this oven that absolutely must be cleaned today.
It has baked so many things over the years.
The whole family is grateful for that tall grass that needs mowing,
The lawn that needs raking;
We all enjoy the yard.
Thank you, Lord, even for that slamming screen door.
My kids are healthy and able to run and play.
Lord, the presence of all these chores awaiting me says
You have richly blessed my family.
I shall do them cheerfully and I shall do them gratefully.

After reading through this I have an entire different outlook on LiFe In general

Wonderful WeDnEsDaY;)

Today Tader Stayed HoMe from school "SiCk".... He truely did have me convinced this morning he wasnt feeling well. All I have to Say is FAKER!!!! Well it has been such a blessing getting to stay home with the kids. Jade has been SO wonderful to take on extra side JoBs so that I can be with the kids! Well I went to JaNiCe mOOnS house last night to a scentsy and snap band party and got wonderful sents and TaYCiE got way cute head bands and bows! WhAt A BaBe!!

SuCh A CuTe MuNcHiN!!

Well the new candle warmer I got came packaged so nicely..... For a MiNuTe:) I was doing my hair and walked into a SnOw StOrM in my front room. •°•TaDeN Is So NoT SiCk•°•

WhO KnEw StYRoFoAm could be so FuN!!
What a Pair of gOOf BaLLs!

FuN FiLLeD SaTuRdAy!!!

Taden getting his stance

Team HuddLe

4th PlAcE out of 6:)

Taden and HiS MeTaL!

Today was CrAzY busy but still FuN! This morning we went to TaDeNs final wrestling meet. EvEn though he had a couple RoUgH matches we still had a gOOd time watching him!

CoUsiN JorDan on the rOOf.
Jade cutting down branches.. So nOt SaFe!!
JaDe and JorDan on the rOOf Bucko oN the ground.

Uncle MeL and JaReD!

Then we wne to JaDeS grandma CaRoLs to put up christmas lights and decorations for her! It was great to get the whole family together and help out!

ThE IndIaN BoY (AKA Taden)

Today at school taden made a indian vest and headband with feathers. THE APACHI PAPA WILL BE SO PROUD! LOL! HaHa!

LouLou had to be in the pic and was so hurt that TaDeN wouldnt let her wear his IndIaN outfit:) Oh how I LoVe my wOnDeRfUl KiDs!!!!

•°•TrIsHa•°•

LouLou and the wild hAiR:)

Tired Little Princess I just had to post this:) This is what Lou Lou looks like every morning when we take TaDeN to school!!! HaHa.... Of course as soon as we get home we tame the beast:) But she does look a little like a gremlin before we doll her up.

B-E-A-U-TIFUL LIL' GREMLIN

•°•TrIsHa•°•

FuN PaRk!!!

Well Tanis and I took the kids to Formosa for lunch.... (Yummy food) and then to the FuN PaRk on teusday.. The kids had a blast! Taycie would not go on the soft play erea by her self so I had to go with her..... Truth be told I HaD A BlAsT!!!!! I think Tanis got a few pics of me going down the slide with LoUlOu:) I had a great time with the kids and TaNiS... We definately need to go out again soon! All the kids were so well behaved and TaNiS hit the JackPoT on the wheel of furtune:) WoW WhAt A DaY!!!!!

True Happiness

My Chillins!!!!

My Hubby

Well I have come to a conclusion......... I have to be grateful for what I do have and not dwell on the things i don't have!!!! The Lord has provided me with so many wonderful things in my life:) 1st My FaMiLy! Jade is the BeSt. He provides our little family with everything we need (and most of the things we just want) He does an amazing JoB at running our electrical company and Maintaining all of our real estate And never complains! He is such a Loving Father and Husband! My TaDeN is the best big brother. He might pick on LoULoU but nobody else better even try:) He is so good to his MoMMa I dont know what I would do without him!!! And My TaYcIe JoSePhInE....... She is soo FuN I love waking up every morning and hearing her say "Yous looks pretty Momma" whether I have put myself together for the day or not! My little FaMiLy means EVERYTHING to me. I know the lord has a plan for us adopting a baby I am just not very good at being patient.... 2nd having a home to live in... I am so excited to get our house built BUT for now I am going to enjoy the memories being made in our "little cottage". 3rd, My church calling. I am so grateful to be able to work with the primary presidency in the 4th ward. Everyone keeps saying "you are going to hate the ward you are moving into". I love the ward we are in but I know that we will like the ward we are going to be in. The lord has ways of taking us to the destinations he knows will be good for us. I am trying to remember to leave things in the lords hands that I can not change and to make best of the things I can. Well I am done rambling.

TrIsHa

Ughhh.....

I just got a call from Heart To Heart adoption agency and Megan told me that the medicaid in Utah is pretty much shut down for out of state birth mothers, which means it will be a longer wait...... Or more $$$$. I so want to bring our baby home soon and would love to have more money so that wasn't an issue BUT I cant and I don't...... We will continue to pray that our baby boy comes home soon but as for now we are going to continue "waiting":(.... There is an option to get a baby from out of state that would be on insurance for less than a baby in Utah without insurance... I talked with Jade and he said we should wait until we get our house built and things settled there. then we can sell our house we are in now and then we can add the money from our house to our "baby Fund"and not have to worry about taking out a loan for a baby(which wasn't what I wanted to do anyway). I want to pay whatever it will be and not have to be in bind so I can spoil all three of my kids instead of paying a payment each month. Well I am done rambling. Oh and if anyone runs across a money tree let me know:)

RaNdOm!.!.!.!

I was looking through all tha SaVeD pics on our computer and I thought I would post my FaVs!


Tader sportin a mohawk

Taden and his "leopold"

My lil BeAn BuRiToS

Me and my Jade!

Pretty LOULOU!

Playin in the park

forever Us 3 SiStErS•

Haha Lou Lou was trying to get candy!

She is so SiLLy°

Tader got these googly eyes from G-mA ChRiStY!

I love my little family more than I could ever tell them! I love every minute I get with the Kids! As for Jade...... he is an amazing man I could not do what I do without his support! He suggested that I stay home with the kids instead of working full time SO this week is my first week being just a full time stay at HOME mom and WiFe! •°•Thank you So MUCH Jade•°•I am so ready to get our baby boy! I cant wait to welcome him home to our family! Sometimes it seems the adoption will never go through but then I get that warm feeling deep inside and I KNOW without a dought our waiting will be worth every minute! And as for now my baby boy is in good hands with the ones we have loved and lost, But will see again.

•°• TrIsHa•°•

SuNDaY DrIvE

Jade and the Kids by the water.

Today we drove up logan canyon and to ToNyS GrOvE! we had a blast. first of all on the way up there we ran into a bunch of people on the side of the rode and they said they found a body of a woman and on the way back down the mountain we passed fox 13 news van and abc 2 news van. this makes me ill to know that that sort of thing happens around here. So other than the body in the canyon we had a wonderful time! We saw a few Deer. LouLou starting screaming and scared them away:) Just to get an idea of how much snow was up there we took a pic of a picnic table. Jade and Taden had their FiRsT SnOw BaLl FigHt of the year!