update

I recieved a call back from the adoption agency. No Baby. I guess the birth mother did not like our profile. I hate this, we get our hopes up then they drop! but I am still praying for Monique (the birth mother) she has made such a couragous choice to give her baby to a loving family. Even know that family was not mine I still know the right baby is out there. Our baby is out there!
Trisha

wishin' & Thinkin'

Have you ever wanted something so bad it Literally hurts? Well I ache:) We want a baby so bad! We have been on somewhat of an emotional roller coaster. We have been so close to getting a baby then something happens and the baby doesnt come..... I got a call yesterday from Megan saying "there is a birth mother & baby flying in tonight at 8:30 We have 1 other profile to show with yours"... Oh! I want this to be our baby. Please send up an extra PRAYER for our family.. I should know soon if the birth mother liked our profile! I did not sleep at all last night I was awake thinking of all the things jade, the kids and I would do if this is OUR bABY!! I will Post again as soon as I know what the birth mother decided! I have prayed my heart out and will continue to do so, not only for our family but for this sweet birth mother:)
•°•TrIsHa•°•

My gOaLs!!!

I have come out and decided I dont like my body the way it is.....So I joined a boot camp!! Michelle Olsen teaches it at tanglewood studios 3 nights a week!! I LOVE IT!! Tonight she asked us to write our physical short term goals where other people could read them. This will help us stay on track and focused! I want all my friends and family to ask me how I am coming on my goals so it will help motivate me to accomplish the things I have in mind..

1. lose 5 pounds by Feb. 4th.

2. Eat healthy snacks and meals.

3. take the time to go relax in the tanning bed:) (Jade bought me passes but I think "who wants to see a FAT tanned body, I will wait til I'm skinny".)

EvErYoNe help me out any good Ideas on weight loss diets???

house up date:)

Our hole has nicely turned into a house:) Oh I can hardly wait to get into our new house! (More Space). Jade has worked so hard to get us to where we are! I am so lucky to have such a wonderful man to take care of me! I sure do love him!!!!!!

random pics:)

me and the kids christmas eve! Opening presents at great grandma pugsleys!
Trin &Taycie doing eachothers make up! Taden & Taycie on christmas morning! Santa GiFts! New Years Eve with the Wii! Rowdy painting Aunt Trishas toenails:)

Here are a few pics to get me caught up.

ThE fLu:(

I think everyone should know we have the FLU! Thats right the FLU! Stay away from the Marble Home:) It must be contagious cause I got it first now Jade has it! The poor guy has been in bed all day! Jade never just rests but this really has kicked our butts! With any luck at all our kids wont get it! We are keeping our fingers crossed! So if you dont see us out and about for a day or so its because we are trying to contain this nasty sickness and not get anyone else sick. Oh and maybe one day when i feel better I will get around to posting some pics!
TrIsHa

bloggin slump:)

I have been in a bad way with this blogging thing. LoTs has happend in our family since I last blogged. I have lots of pics to post so as soon as I get my crap together I will get back into blogging:) LoVe YoU ALL